NOPE. I'm over it. I'm over stressing out about food and calories. Im done with checking my weight and looking at myself in the mirror hoping to god my body will some how morph into a beautiful model's. I am me. I'm not some girl who was born with a gorgeous body. I'm not always confident. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? THAT ISN'T WHAT DEFINES ME. I've been hiding myself from society because I'm scared of actually enjoying myself. Food gave me guilt. BUT FOOD IS MY PASSION. I want to be a chef one day. Maybe I'll be featured on one of those cool shows on the Food Network or Travel Channel. I can't let this "restricting calories" thing destroy me mentally and physically.
I'm going to enjoy myself now. I'm going to still eat healthy when I can- but try not to feel guilty when I don't. I'm going to carry out my passion. Because honestly, I'm not going to have some "fit" body my whole life but you know what I will have- A LOVE FOR COOKING. A love for blogging. A love for giving people tips on places to go and visit. A love for eating my favorite foods.
Dear future me,
I hope I can say you are finally achieving your dreams.
-sissy
I'm going to enjoy myself now. I'm going to still eat healthy when I can- but try not to feel guilty when I don't. I'm going to carry out my passion. Because honestly, I'm not going to have some "fit" body my whole life but you know what I will have- A LOVE FOR COOKING. A love for blogging. A love for giving people tips on places to go and visit. A love for eating my favorite foods.
Dear future me,
I hope I can say you are finally achieving your dreams.
-sissy